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    "result": {"data":{"markdownRemark":{"html":"<p>The darkness does not appear suddenly</p>\n<p>It is something that has been on your mind for a long time</p>\n<p>Start by affecting your way of speaking</p>\n<p>Instead of fighting, you let yourself go.</p>\n<p>I never thought it would happen to me</p>\n<p>Since I was little I was taught to want to live</p>\n<p>but after the disappointment of day to day</p>\n<p>There is no way to be alone, to see life in a rosy color.</p>\n<p>You feel tired and you don't know why</p>\n<p>And little by little you lose faith</p>\n<p>a voice tells you \"and now what will you do?\"</p>\n<p>“If you are a failure, how will you change?”.</p>\n<p>Whoever it is, you ignore their messages</p>\n<p>You prefer to avoid calls and signals</p>\n<p>You avoid contact with others as much as you can.</p>\n<p>And you think that this way you will finally be at peace.</p>\n<p>your mind goes haywire</p>\n<p>And your thoughts warp</p>\n<p>The light begins to fade</p>\n<p>And the dawn does not appear again.</p>\n<p>You compare yourself to whoever</p>\n<p>To confirm that your life is ugly</p>\n<p>And what if the person you love saw you</p>\n<p>I was disappointed in you.</p>\n<p>If you have everything, you never lacked anything</p>\n<p>And that makes you feel worse</p>\n<p>Well you know you should be thankful</p>\n<p>But the only thing you feel is a great emptiness.</p>\n<p>And when you finally manage to isolate yourself</p>\n<p>Those thoughts start to haunt you</p>\n<p>You opened the door for them, you let them in</p>\n<p>And ruminates the thought of how you can commit suicide.</p>\n<p>Even if we spend this hell alone</p>\n<p>it happens to a lot of people our age</p>\n<p>there is always someone you can count on</p>\n<p>we need a hand to get out of the dark.</p>\n<p>you don't have to feel ashamed of what you went through</p>\n<p>because you are brave, and you beat that thought</p>\n<p>that the moment you manage to verbalize it</p>\n<p>loses its strength, and you can start over.</p>\n<p>The more we talk about these topics</p>\n<p>You will see what happens to other people's minds</p>\n<p>And that Taboo title will be removed</p>\n<p>And more people will dare to live.</p>\n<p><img src=\"assets/amanecer.png\" alt=\"dawn\" title=\"dawn\"></p>","frontmatter":{"category":"reflections","date":"2022-02-15T00:00:00.000Z","author":"Josee","path":"/blog/learning-to-live","title":"Learning to live","image":"assets/luces.png","language":"en","previewText":"The darkness does not appear suddenly  It is something that has been on your mind for a long time  Start by affecting your way of speaking  Instead of fighting, you let yourself go."}}},"pageContext":{"mdPath":"/blog/learning-to-live"}},
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